As I prepare myself on this next 5 days for the kids leaving for 6 weeks this Summer... My heart even though it breaks, It also gets Stronger... I have done it once and I can do it again!!
All throughout the weekend, the kiddies come to me, hug me and tell me:" I am going to miss you sooo much mommy". It breaks my heart, the 3 of us feel the same and even though it's sad, I have learn to see the good in it. And what that shows me is that the 3 of us have created a Special Bond with each other and that doesn't have a Price tag..
I've been praying and praying sooo hard this past week for strength and you know what My Dear Son, Ezequiel whom is 6 years old told me yesterday?! ...
He said :" Mommy, I am going to miss you sooooo much, but you know what?... I am going to tell God to remind you every single day how much Janeschka and I appreciate having a Mommy like you.. " << tears rolled down my face and I had the biggest smile. =D
And you know what friends, it was at that very moment I realized that it was going to be okay.. I let go with peace in my heart that when my babies are with me, I do everything within my power and resources I get for the benefit of those 2 little ones...
Do I get to do everything I desire and want, whenever I want?! .... Not Always!
Is it easy to sacrifice and do everything I do on a daily basis for their benefit?!... Not really, but WORTH IT!
Does it take me longer to accomplish the goals that I have set for myself?!... Certainly, but Nothing is Impossible. And I will not use it as an excuse to set limitations for myself.
With that said.... I let go, I embrace the heartache and I will focus on recharging my energy. So that this year We can come out even Stronger so that we'll be able to move Bigger mountains and Conquer new opportunities for this lil' family of us!
We are a Force to be reckoned with and NOTHING can Stop us!!
As always thank u for all your love and prayers, we are so blessed to have such special people in our lives!!
<3 Besos <3
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