GIFTS in the MIDST of CHALLENGES

I need to write more often here and I constantly have things in my mind, but haven't taken that time to come in here and do it.

But, you know the past 2 weeks have been challenging with unexpected events. And even though sometimes life with its challenges make me feel like I want to throw in the towel, I am grateful that I am surrounded with people that cheer me on and tell me "Keep going Mari, You can Do it".

On the midst of everything, God ALWAYS teach me something valuable. Little "gifts" that continue to help me grow as a better, stronger person. 

These past few weeks I have learn the "gift" of Perseverance because of an Immense Love For my family and the importance it was for me to be with the ones I love, to cherish a wonderful special accomplishment. So in the midst of that, I got the joy of spending a short but beautiful time with my family. 

I have learned the "gift" of Acceptance.  On how important it is to Accept that sometimes plans change, things happen and toes break too... Haha! ...But In the midst of that I've learned that there is Always Next Time and to cherish the quality time spend with family. 

And I have learned the "gift" of REST and Focus, this is a biggie for me especially when I'm such a Go getter x10 that sometimes I don't know how to calm down. I am  constantly wanting to go in life 50miles on a 15 mile zone... Haha! (Thanks Dad! ;-)) and I'm always wanting to do a Million things at once and forget to step back, look around and focus (Thanks Mom! ;-))... But in the midst of that I can appreciate the effort that people put to make me LAUGH!!!..(Thank U Braulio) 

I've learned that Challenges for the most part give us Opportunities for Bonding in a different way with those around us. And we learned a different appreciation for them!! I may NOT have tons of Money saved up in my bank Account, but I AM RICH, because of all the people that are in my life that supports me and Loves me unconditionally!! 

Thank u so much, you know who u are!!! 

Muah!! <3 Besos <3 

A MOTHER'S HEART!!!

As I prepare myself on this next 5 days for the kids leaving for 6 weeks this Summer... My heart even though it breaks, It also gets Stronger... I have done it once and I can do it again!!

All throughout the weekend, the kiddies come to me, hug me and tell me:" I am going to miss you sooo much mommy". It breaks my heart, the 3 of us feel the same and even though it's sad, I have learn to see the good in it. And what that shows me is that the 3 of us have created a Special Bond  with each other and that doesn't have a Price tag..

I've been praying and praying sooo hard this past week for strength and you know what My Dear Son, Ezequiel whom is 6 years old told me yesterday?! ...

 He said :" Mommy, I am going to miss you sooooo much, but you know what?... I am going to tell God to remind you every single day how much Janeschka and I  appreciate having a Mommy like you.. " << tears rolled down my face and I had the biggest smile. =D 

And you know what friends, it was at that very moment I realized that it was going to be okay.. I let go with peace in my heart that when my babies are with me, I do everything within my power and resources I get for the benefit of those 2 little ones... 

Do I get to do everything I desire and want, whenever I want?! .... Not Always! 

Is it easy to sacrifice and do everything I do on a daily basis for their benefit?!... Not really, but WORTH IT! 

Does it take me longer to accomplish the goals that I have set for myself?!... Certainly, but Nothing is Impossible. And I will not use it as an excuse to set limitations for myself. 

With that said.... I let go, I embrace the heartache and I will focus on recharging my energy.  So that this year We can come out even Stronger so that we'll be able to move Bigger mountains and Conquer new opportunities for this lil' family of us! 

We are a Force to be reckoned with and NOTHING can Stop us!! 

As always thank u for all your love and prayers, we are so blessed to have such special people in our lives!!

<3 Besos <3